Wednesday, April 19, 2006
My love-hate relationship to my ASS!!
I realized last night the first moment i began to think something was "wrong" with my body. I was about four and my mother and her friend were teasing me about my big booty. I never noticed that anything was wrong with my body, I thought I was perfect as I was. Ever since then I felt really conscious about my ass (yes I curse a lot i'm being authentic). I HATED it and as i got older it got worse. My mom's constant hurtful comments because she hated her own body and was trying to protect me from her pain, made it worse. As the years went on i got stretch marks, scars and everything else on my ass???? I grew to have this love hate relationship with my ass....our relationship is quite complex. My ass is my greatest ASSet but it needs a little toning. Anyway I've lost 21 lbs since January but my ass holds on to the extra fat. Well I decided to stop punishing myself by having this as a reason to feel ugly and bad about myself and catering to my moms pain. I commit to having a great relationship to my big pretty booty.
I realized last night the first moment i began to think something was "wrong" with my body. I was about four and my mother and her friend were teasing me about my big booty. I never noticed that anything was wrong with my body, I thought I was perfect as I was. Ever since then I felt really conscious about my ass (yes I curse a lot i'm being authentic). I HATED it and as i got older it got worse. My mom's constant hurtful comments because she hated her own body and was trying to protect me from her pain, made it worse. As the years went on i got stretch marks, scars and everything else on my ass???? I grew to have this love hate relationship with my ass....our relationship is quite complex. My ass is my greatest ASSet but it needs a little toning. Anyway I've lost 21 lbs since January but my ass holds on to the extra fat. Well I decided to stop punishing myself by having this as a reason to feel ugly and bad about myself and catering to my moms pain. I commit to having a great relationship to my big pretty booty.
I realized last night the first moment i began to think something was "wrong" with my body. I was about four and my mother and her friend were teasing me about my big booty. I never noticed that anything was wrong with my body, I thought I was perfect as I was. Ever since then I felt really conscious about my ass (yes I curse a lot i'm being authentic). I HATED it and as i got older it got worse. My mom's constant hurtful comments because she hated her own body and was trying to protect me from her pain, made it worse. As the years went on i got stretch marks, scars and everything else on my ass???? I grew to have this love hate relationship with my ass....our relationship is quite complex. My ass is my greatest ASSet but it needs a little toning. Anyway I've lost 21 lbs since January but my ass holds on to the extra fat. Well I decided to stop punishing myself by having this as a reason to feel ugly and bad about myself and catering to my moms pain. I commit to having a great relationship to my big pretty booty.
