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B*tch in Heat

I’ve discovered a new part of myself existed what to name her I haven’t decided. I was considering a few options maybe…“bitch in heat” or “wild beast” or how about “hungry tigress”! I can’t decide what to call her but I seemed to have turned into an animal, and its not good. I don’t know exactly what is responsible for these behavioral modifications, but they have largely to do with the fact that I haven’t seen my man in three months. I am really starting to sympathize with people who cheat when they are in long distance relationships. I even went as far as telling my man if he cheated I wouldn’t feel that bad for I understand his pain. It can not possibly be natural or healthy to go this long. Maybe I’m exaggerating or just used to indulging myself but being horny for 90 days is like centuries. I think I’m starting to go mad. I can now smell male from miles away. Anything male and over 17 is fair game for me. The UPS man never looked so good in my life, the other day I invited him in for breakfast without even realizing what I was saying. I had to catch myself and act like I was joking. The thought of ordering lots of packages so I can get guilt free visits from men was starting to seem like a good idea! Right now my behavior is mirrored to that of a preteen boy, in other words, I’m turned on by everything. It is strange I’ve had bouts of this but never this intense. The only solution for me staying faithful is to lock myself in a closet. Setting my foot outside the door is dangerous territory. At the grocery store, I’m constantly reminding myself that following the man outside selling candy for his church into the store bathroom is not a good idea. Its so insane I’m noticing things about guys who in normal circumstances I’d never take a second glance at. I’ve been finding things attractive on every man I see. I see males through rose colored glasses, the way they walk, talk, laugh, blink, fart is a serious turn on. Every body part all of a sudden is beautifully crafted. Men’s hands are so beautifully strong, different types of fingers turn me on in different ways. The long, strong hands really make me weak. The softer ones I imagine them caressing my face. I’ve really been noticing how males eyes twinkle calling me into their arms to sweep me away for a romp behind the bushes. Bill collectors call on the phone and just because they are male I chit chat with them and flirt enough to satisfy the lack of testosterone in my present life. Nothing turns me on like a nice voice….if they only knew the thoughts that were running through my head they would be rushing over my house for the time of their lives. I can not forget the hair I just want to grab a handful. I feel so sorry for my man this beast in me seems to be taking over. I’m fighting so hard not to give in, but this beast is very powerful. She takes over in conversation turning a PG-13 exchange into NC17. I sware its not me doing the talking. What is happening to me???? All of a sudden my voice will go up or down a few octaves and things come out of my mouth that I had no intention on saying. Well I was doing okay for a long while because I wasn’t really getting out of the house much. Everything changed when that beast came up with the great suggestion of partying every night for four nights straight. Oh boy what a mistake! I went out to the club and I discovered that guys can smell this beast. I should’ve stayed in the closet. I was like a kid in a candy store, MALES!!!!!! To be continued……………

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